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Last night, me and my Beybiaj found a time to watch movie again. However, the "supposed-to-be" romantic-comedy film "What to Expect When You're Expecting" made me cry instead of making me laugh. But I managed to hide it though. I don't want my husband to see me hurting because I know he was feeling worse. 

I feel so broken. So lost. So sad. So empty. And there is nothing that any of us can do. But amidst this loneliness, I have to go on. Having a child is not the most important thing in this journey called life. I am a learned Christian. I have to realize that there is something more beyond so I have no reason to throw a pity party for us.